Question and Doubts

 Question and Doubts 

My doubts keep appearing
Being with you it kept reappear
Those that made my lips locked
Tighten the throat in frozen

There are some questions
I still seek answers to
Everything i have regrets
When i miss the time to ask

I bang this head of my discouraged
Regretting over things would better
If only have the courage to ask
Those questions that hold back for long
"Do you love me ?"
"Am i your true lover?"
Because those moments felt so cruelly true

How can you still keep so close to me 
While you keep close to other girls
With your hand is onto their shoulders

Along with dark secrets you keep silence to
And still able to look me with sincere eyes

Pretending to love me as your only one

It makes me doubt everything about you

Your goodness, your honesty, your ugliness
Though makes me love over and over again

It's Crazy

Hello Readers! How do you feel today?  I have been feel poemic or poemy for the past few weeks. I made several poems and still unsure to publish all. These poems act as my reflection and medicines after feel love and brokenhearted but still my mind is running wild and unable to forget. I also read several poems from Lang Leav and get inspired to make my own. You should read her books, i really love them so much, it makes several feelings of me happy, grateful, sad and crying.

It's Crazy

I always forget about things
But strangely never about you
You take up the space of mind
Though i hardly refused to

The more to deny your presence
The stronger it holds in memory
The more i am trying to forget
The more the memories echo
The more than ever
It drives me crazy
It always is...

PS: If you see this, please tell me what you think. If you like it, i will write the others, thanks :)

*I do not own the image

Wendy Colonna - The Water's Fine

Lyrics:

Have you forgotten all of the flowers 

Clover and honey arborvine is alps

Your heart is wonder through the wilderness so long 

You dont recognize your own sweet song 

Chorus:

Close your eyes 

I'll take it nice and slow 

Remind you a world we used to know

When love was just a mystery 

We hope someday we find 

Come on in the water's fine 

Can you hear the crickets 

Tiny serenade 

One voice turns to many 

In the symphony reframe 

You have broken all your vows

Time and time again 

Letters left unwritten in the wind 

Chorus:

Close your eyes 

I'll take it nice and slow 

Remind you a world we used to know

When love was just a mystery 

We hope someday we find 

Come on in the water's fine 

Can you remember the moonlight on our skin 

Yours was the first kiss 

That ever drew me in 

It's cold beneath the surface 

But the air is wont deny  

Come on in the water's fine

Close your eyes 

I'll take it nice and slow 

Remind you a world we used to know

When love was just a mystery 

We hope someday we find 

Come on in the water's fine 

come on in the water's fine 

come on in the water's fine

The Blinded

Been feeling a little wordy poem..
so here's the little words.. hope you like it ❤

I always dream of you one day in my wildest eyes

when i realize that i'm blinded all this long time

Not knowing how beautiful you are

I just dream and dream as a little girl 

what might the world would be

when i'm blinded all this time

To believe if you the one who guided me 

Then i surely know where to go 

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