Question and Doubts

 Question and Doubts 

My doubts keep appearing
Being with you it kept reappear
Those that made my lips locked
Tighten the throat in frozen

There are some questions
I still seek answers to
Everything i have regrets
When i miss the time to ask

I bang this head of my discouraged
Regretting over things would better
If only have the courage to ask
Those questions that hold back for long
"Do you love me ?"
"Am i your true lover?"
Because those moments felt so cruelly true

How can you still keep so close to me 
While you keep close to other girls
With your hand is onto their shoulders

Along with dark secrets you keep silence to
And still able to look me with sincere eyes

Pretending to love me as your only one

It makes me doubt everything about you

Your goodness, your honesty, your ugliness
Though makes me love over and over again

It's Crazy

Hello Readers! How do you feel today?  I have been feel poemic or poemy for the past few weeks. I made several poems and still unsure to publish all. These poems act as my reflection and medicines after feel love and brokenhearted but still my mind is running wild and unable to forget. I also read several poems from Lang Leav and get inspired to make my own. You should read her books, i really love them so much, it makes several feelings of me happy, grateful, sad and crying.

It's Crazy

I always forget about things
But strangely never about you
You take up the space of mind
Though i hardly refused to

The more to deny your presence
The stronger it holds in memory
The more i am trying to forget
The more the memories echo
The more than ever
It drives me crazy
It always is...

PS: If you see this, please tell me what you think. If you like it, i will write the others, thanks :)

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