Indescribable

Have you ever felt something that..
You can't describe it after you done something,
After you finish a trip or 
Finish watching a movie,
Finish reading a book you like,
An end of experiences or things you do.

It's neither you feel sad or happy. 
The words doesn't fit sad or happy.
I've been wondering the words to use
To describe that feeling
More than fulfilled

It means.... it ends.
You can't describe it
It feels a memory that maybe i will forget or i still remember
End with its distorted memory
It's ineffable

Dance With The Moon - Wendy Colonna Lyric

Dance with the moon

Before the great divine 

We would lay there side by side 

Need the canopy so high 

Underneath the skies

You were chasing far over galaxy 

Like a world to die your own 

You're trying to solve some ancient astrology

Chorus
You can keep all the stars in the sky
Where the light years away and they've already died
Keep your telescope, hopes, and your dreams 

They may never come true
I think i'll just stay here and dance with the moon

Part II

The hours turn into weeks 

And the weeks turn into years
All your wishes turn to fears 

With each passing night

Looking down that the stars on the boulevard

And your mourning wall of shame 

Is there someone you can blame for your bleeding hearts

*Repeat Chorus*

The bees and the butterflies dance on the flowers
The hummingbird others and fly
I could just watch them for hours and for hours 

Because they never worry about getting it right

*Repeat Chorus*
I think i'll just stay here and dance with the moon

No One Knows

No One Knows

Perhaps those were right
Perhaps those were wrong
No one knows, nor the heaven knows
To believe with own disbelief
And see the unwanted to see
To accept the unacceptable
And be hurt-ed with our secrecy

To realize the most scaring to say
Maybe we were never meant to be together..

Question and Doubts

 Question and Doubts 

My doubts keep appearing
Being with you it kept reappear
Those that made my lips locked
Tighten the throat in frozen

There are some questions
I still seek answers to
Everything i have regrets
When i miss the time to ask

I bang this head of my discouraged
Regretting over things would better
If only have the courage to ask
Those questions that hold back for long
"Do you love me ?"
"Am i your true lover?"
Because those moments felt so cruelly true

How can you still keep so close to me 
While you keep close to other girls
With your hand is onto their shoulders

Along with dark secrets you keep silence to
And still able to look me with sincere eyes

Pretending to love me as your only one

It makes me doubt everything about you

Your goodness, your honesty, your ugliness
Though makes me love over and over again

It's Crazy

Hello Readers! How do you feel today?  I have been feel poemic or poemy for the past few weeks. I made several poems and still unsure to publish all. These poems act as my reflection and medicines after feel love and brokenhearted but still my mind is running wild and unable to forget. I also read several poems from Lang Leav and get inspired to make my own. You should read her books, i really love them so much, it makes several feelings of me happy, grateful, sad and crying.

It's Crazy

I always forget about things
But strangely never about you
You take up the space of mind
Though i hardly refused to

The more to deny your presence
The stronger it holds in memory
The more i am trying to forget
The more the memories echo
The more than ever
It drives me crazy
It always is...

PS: If you see this, please tell me what you think. If you like it, i will write the others, thanks :)

*I do not own the image

The Blinded

Been feeling a little wordy poem..
so here's the little words.. hope you like it ❤

I always dream of you one day in my wildest eyes

when i realize that i'm blinded all this long time

Not knowing how beautiful you are

I just dream and dream as a little girl 

what might the world would be

when i'm blinded all this time

To believe if you the one who guided me 

Then i surely know where to go 

*I do not own the image