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29 March 2015

No One Knows




No One Knows

Perhaps those were right
Perhaps those were wrong
No one knows, nor the heaven knows
To believe with own disbelief
And see the unwanted to see
To accept the unacceptable
And be hurt-ed with our secrecy

To realize the most scaring to say
Maybe we were never meant to be together..

16 February 2015

Why God?




Why God?
I wonder why God made us not to be meant for only one person we destined to be with
Why not made only one love that would be made specially right for us.
Why we have to meet wrong person with wrong love before we can meet the right one.
Why that wrong one felt so perfectly right for us.
Why we can love more than one person we destined to be with.
Why you let us to give everything we had to the wrong one when we did not know that was wrong.

Thereafter, Why You made us feel hurt, and 
Why we have to when we barely know that is the wrong choice.
Why don't just God make us to be destined with one person so there would be no affair and misunderstand.
So we would only fight for the love of that one and feel absolute true for us.
So that we won't feel hurt, heartbroken, lost, frustrated, depressed and misunderstood.
So that each of us know the person we were going to be with.
So that we would not lost in wander of who is our lover, who we give our love to, who are going to love
Because in the end we know that one person would not be missing and always be there for each of us.

16 November 2014

Question and Doubts



 Question and Doubts 

My doubts keep appearing
Being with you it kept reappear
Those that made my lips locked
Tighten the throat in frozen

There are some questions
I still seek answers to
Everything i have regrets
When i miss the time to ask

I bang this head of my discouraged
Regretting over things would better
If only have the courage to ask
Those questions that hold back for long
"Do you love me ?"
"Am i your true lover?"
Because those moments felt so cruelly true

How can you still keep so close to me 
While you keep close to other girls
With your hand is onto their shoulders
Along with dark secrets you keep silence to
And still able to look me with sincere eyes
Pretending to love me as your only one

It makes me doubt everything about you
Your goodness, your honesty, your ugliness
Though makes me love over and over again

08 November 2014

It's Crazy


Hello Readers! How do you feel today?  I have been feel poemic or poemy for the past few weeks. I made several poems and still unsure to publish all. These poems act as my reflection and medicines after feel love and brokenhearted but still my mind is running wild and unable to forget. I also read several poems from Lang Leav and get inspired to make my own. You should read her books, i really love them so much, it makes several feelings of me happy, grateful, sad and crying.

It's Crazy

I always forget about things
But strangely never about you
You take up the space of mind
Though i hardly refused to

The more to deny your presence
The stronger it holds in memory
The more i am trying to forget
The more the memories echo
The more than ever
It drives me crazy
It always is...


PS: If you see this, please tell me what you think. If you like it, i will write the others, thanks :)

*I do not own the image

16 October 2014

Wendy Colonna - The Water's Fine



Lyrics:

Have you forgotten all of the flowers 
Clover and honey arborvine is alps
Your heart is wonder through the wilderness so long 
You dont recognize your own sweet song 

Chorus:
Close your eyes 
I'll take it nice and slow 
Remind you a world we used to know
When love was just a mystery 
We hope someday we find 
Come on in the water's fine 

Can you hear the crickets 
Tiny serenade 
One voice turns to many 
In the symphony reframe 
You have broken all your vows
Time and time again 
Letters left unwritten in the wind 

Chorus:
Close your eyes 
I'll take it nice and slow 
Remind you a world we used to know
When love was just a mystery 
We hope someday we find 
Come on in the water's fine 

Can you remember the moonlight on our skin 
Yours was the first kiss 
That ever drew me in 
It's cold beneath the surface 
But the air is wont deny  
Come on in the water's fine

Close your eyes 
I'll take it nice and slow 
Remind you a world we used to know
When love was just a mystery 
We hope someday we find 
Come on in the water's fine 
come on in the water's fine 
come on in the water's fine

14 August 2014

The Blinded

Been feeling a little wordy poem..
so here's the little words.. hope you like it ❤

I always dream of you one day in my wildest eyes
when i realize that i'm blinded all this long time
Not knowing how beautiful you are

I just dream and dream as a little girl 
what might the world would be
when i'm blinded all this time
To believe if you the one who guided me 
Then i surely know where to go 

*I do not own the image

19 May 2013

Guilty Favorites : God? Save Our King!

Hi everyone! :))  Finally i can make new post! yaaayy  /^o^\ (so happy)
It's my first time blogging though, i hope you love it
So my first post is about my favorite anime, it's one of my guilty pleasures hehe i already being told before i shouldn't watch anime again because i'm 19 and i'm already adult. Well i agree, so i did stop.. but accidentally, in that late March 2013 i feel bored and just watch my old files, clicking the folder and voila i watched few episodes.. AND i couldn't help but fell in love with the anime again.

It's called  "Kyou Kara Maou" or in English "God, Save Our King", if you know this anime you must be love it lol, if not you can try to search in Google. The anime is published in 2004 and 2005 so it has 3 seasons with 5 episodes of OVAs.

First time watching it when i was 12 in first grade of my junior high school, actually this anime is recommended by my friend. At that time, my english is not that good, so i didn't really understand the movie well, then i began to start learned english, because my mom asked me and english is really important. Until now, i'm really grateful and thankful that my english is good now, so that i can watch movies and many animes with eng sub hahaha and i can make a blog! Okay enough of it...


The story is about a 15 years old boy called  Shibuya Yuuri who loves baseball and wanna be pro baseball player, he has normal life of high school student, until he met his junior high school friend - who was not really close to him named Murata Ken. He was cornered bullied by a bunch of gang asking him for money, shibuya saw it and he couldn't help but to help him. His friend ran away, left him alone bullied by the gang, and he was pushed to girls toilet, forcing yuuri's face to the closet which is disgusting, then suddenly there is a black hole of water and he arrive in the other world called Shin Makoku or The Great Demon Kingdom where no one can understand his language of saying. He met Mazoku (demon) and suddenly being told that he is the Demon King of the world because he has black hair and black eyes (so proud i have them too, wish i can be king in there hahaha) When he arrive at the castle he met Wolfram von Bielfield whom later on become his fiancee and Gwendal von Voltaire who is opposed to serve him as their new king, along with Weller Conrad (half human and Mazoku) and Gunter von Christ who are very welcomed of Yuuri's coming. Well i almost become spoiler, tell you the story of the first episode..

From left to right : Weller Conrad, Wolfram von Bielfield, Shibuya Yuuri and Murata Ken.

 
This story was made by Tomo Takabayashi. I wish he continued the story because i really love it. Later on, Wolfram insult Yuuri's mother because she is a human, Mazoku's enemy was human before, resulted in Yuuri's anger and slap Wolfram's face which means propose or engagement..*actually a bit funny* and wolfram, he feel humiliated and throw the dinner table at mess to throw his knife to the floor, Yuuri picked the knife which means accepting the duel because he still didn't know the strange custom in there yet. The duel started on the next morning with the result of Yuuri as the winner due to the water magic he made unconsciously, to prove that he is truly their King.
To know more you can watch it in HERE or you can have other link by yourself hehee
That's a little bit of the story of the movie.. I hope you love it! Muchas Gracias for reading :))
It would be awesome to share your thought in the comments! do you love this anime?
do you have other favorite movie or unique story?
See you on my next post!! xoxoxo...